Here I am at office... typing away... Have work, but procrastination has always been my pal. Slept thru the day today... woke up in the evening to realise that I didn't know what I had been doing these last few days and where I'm going in the few days to follow. These moments of utter helplessness do hit you sometimes. Today I tried to figure out what leads to these annoying moments of anxiety.
We all live our lives supporting ourselves on structures we build around ourselves. These structures take the shape of our own beliefs and ambitions, our friendships, our family, our work... etc etc... At any given time, we find support from one or more of these structures to give us the strength and the confidence to hold our ground or to take our next step. Its on rare occasions that all these support structures desert us leaving us with a sense of complete void. I think it was in one such void that I found myself trapped today evening.
There fortunately was an encore serving of Bheja Fry for dinner to get me out of my reverie. :-)
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In line with the Blackle philosophy!!
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